Official first journal entry! 30.10.2025
Welcome to read my absurd ramblings! Be warned: I’m very bad at putting anything concisely. Long texts ahead.
I’m not quite satisfied with the layout of this page, but it’ll suffice for now. I'm impatient and maybe I'll get the motivation to fiddle with everything once this journal is in use. Need to get the colors and shapes right, but I'm not entirely sure how or what I even want it to look like 🤔
Maybe it would be fun to make this look kinda like my physical journal? Maybe even take a photo of it and place the text boxes on the pages? That's an idea. If I'll have the energy I should try that.
What will I be writing here?
Anything that comes to mind that I want to share with strangers on the internet. Which is to say… I do need to think carefully what I do want to share, and what I should and shouldn’t share.
Though I tend to be fairly open and frank about myself and my interests, I am also a very private person, and distrustful of the internet. I know there are awesome people out here, but there are also some bad eggs with their bad intentions and a million trillion bots doing God Knows What. So, I don’t want to let out too much about myself. Even if it’s just so that the ever-hungry knowledge machines won’t be able to tell every last detail about me to an overly curious stalker or to impersonate me or something.
There are also some things I’m hesitant to write about just because of their sensitive and/or polarizing nature, such as identity, AI, and religion. I have a lot I’d like to talk about these things, in a respectful and thoughtful manner, but I worry topics like that might easily receive a backlash.
My intention is never to make anyone uncomfortable or offended, but I also understand how sensitive many people are about some things, and also how easy it is to get angry on the internet. Of course, I wish to prompt thoughts with any of my more serious texts, and it would be cool to have genuine conversations about them, buuut at the same time, I don’t usually even like talking about religion with other people because it makes me uncomfortable, so I get it if others don’t wanna read about it either 😅
So who knows if I’ll even bother to dive in the deep end. There are many much lighter topics I want to write about as well. Some of which are:
- Hoverflies ‒ I like them! I’ve wanted to write a little thing about them since last spring.
- Nod-Krai ‒ I have sooooo much to say about Genshin Impact’s newest region! I might have to make a series about Genshin commentary overall.
- Best characters to play in Genshin for someone with chronic arm pain. ‒ another Genshin Impact thing, yeah, haha… I promise this is not just a Genshin impact blog, but it sure is a special interest of mine at the moment `:D
- How different brushes/drawing tools affect our style ‒ an observation I made while trying different brushes in Clip Studio Paint.
- Dreams and lucid dreaming – dreams fascinate me and I have them a lot.
Oh and don't worry! I'll use warning tags etc. whenever I feel an entry might require some!
So yeah, that’s all for now, I think. I haven’t been writing in a long time. I wonder how I’ll do. I try not to take too much pressure over it. This is not an essay assignment after all. I gotta remember this is all for fun and to share thoughts, info and ideas with friends and strangers.